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I'll Drown In My Blood

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xXpoetryXx

Published: Mar 20, 2011

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You said that I lied
You say I don't care
You told them all
But you didn't tell me...

You expected me to know
You expected it all!
You told me a lie
You didn't want me to know!

You whispered a lie
Like it don't matter
Now you seem to hate me
But you've lied all along...

You said you were over
You said I could have him
But now that I'm with him
You want me dead...

Whatever! you scream
I don't understand!
Once I was with him
You seemed to care again...

So why should I care?
Why should it matter?
You practically hate me
So I'm going away now...

I'll whisper bye-bye
So please don't worry
You basically hate me
So I'll walk away...

You wanted me dead
So consider it granted!
All of your hatred
Led to my end...

So I whisper good bye
And this is my end
I'll drown in my blood
So you won't cry!

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You want me dead huh?
Ok, well happy!?
I'm ending your pain tonight
With the slice of my knife!
You are such a jerk too me
So why should I do this?
I shouldn't have to worry
But it makes me cry
So now I'll say

Bye Bye!